Written By Jason A. Hill
Performed by rizen
Copyright 2017
lyrics
clouds gathering over head
and I can not escape them
pain like this never bleeds
just dry my eye every now and then
i face these fears with myself
i push away with all I can
but they beckon me to return
be safe until a better plan
intoxicating state of mind
familiar sting to restore
darkness descending over me
the lack of air drops me to the floor
it took only just one a small mistake
but it grew into a thing you can’t escape
inside your mind not giving you a break
anxiety is written on your face
you want to just leave get out of this place
no need to go on having this give chase
you want to get out
you need to get out!
you try to out wait the rain
falling down on top of you
you understand all of the lies
but not exactly what to do
you can’t change all the way
the self you see in your eyes
but trying to change out side of you
is harder then the first lie
you will learn to socialize
all your close enemy friends
and when they all go away
alone in the storm in the end
I’m more myself when I’m alone
my loneliness is incomplete
I can’t go on living inside myself
with all the people that I meet
so just try to remember
when the rain clouds start to form
that this is not the end
it’s just another shit storm
credits
from The Thinking Machine,
track released October 30, 2017
Written By Jason A. Hill
Mixed by Isabelle Bano / Vulture Crown Studios
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